cell grp meetg @ keith's
Sensibles gathered!
instead of just pure teaching, today was sth different.
it was more of a sharing session.
at first when i heard that i was like argh crap! didnt really like sharing session coz sometimes i really dno what to say am ya im pretty shy to voice them out too. i dno y but yes. probably coz im afraid i'll say the wrong thing or people will laugh at wadeva i say. i know that's not the case but ya that was maybe how i felt, i dno.
esp when these 3 questions were thrown to us to think and later share it with everyone.
what is the closest thing/person to ur heart?
what is ur faith?
what is it u fear most?
it was so open ended we didnt know how to start at first. i wanted to just say bye to everyone and leave. i even thought to myself,'gosh i shouldnt have came today.' however, i was wrong! so wrong!! and im glad i was there! really! i ought to be ashame of myself.
i was quite relieved when i saw everyone telling perry(our leader) to start off first bcoz it was just too open ended we didnt know what to say. and that he shld give us examples. apparently he didnt larhs but ya .. everything went well.
what ever everyone shared and perry said really got me thinking, it was impactful. i drowned myself deeply, i had a sudden fear. during the discussion, my heart started beatg really fast. i suddenly felt i do not really understand God, i felt lost, i was confused all of a sudden. i felt that i havent been a good servant, to God. i almost felt like breaking down.
reply tags ..
james hahas! coz u said cheers! so i was just wondering where is the cup so that we can cheers and drink! ok this is lame. = and yes oral com presentatn .. argh! shant talk abt it anymore. hahas!
jang hihi!! glad to see ur tag! put a smile on my face.
keat yea! keathwee KHOO!! no problem man. with ur 'invitation' how can i turn down such great fren of mine who've taken care of me ever since i was like hmm ya young. ok maybe not. sec1 hahas! that day abit ps u all. sry ar .. find another day go drink w u all k! or hmm ur 2nd round of marriage @ prata hse? hah! cya too! =)
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